Friday 30 March 2012

Who Am I

I have been in Bangkok, Thailand for about a week now on an adventure of experience. 
A week that is about experiencing, listening, watching and deeply being affected. 
I cannot even begin to bring to words all that I have felt this week as I and my team have been a part of teaching English to community Thai kids under the overpass. 
As we have prayed through the floors of the Nana Plaza, a red light district in Bangkok. 
I cannot bring to words the love for the hurting and the anger for the injustice. 

I find myself wondering who am I to be living these moments. 
Who am I to have been blessed by the story of a Sri Lankan refugee family living in a tiny apartment and looking for a home.
Praying to be seen by the UN and ushered into a new place. 
Yet their joy and satisfaction in Jesus humbles me. 
All I can say from the hour long visit with them is that they were the hardest people I have had to say goodbye to this whole trip. 
I also find myself wondering who am I to share the stories of people who have experienced circumstances in life beyond what I could imagine. 
I have been broken and deeply affected. 
Today we visited Rahab Ministries who reach out to prostitutes. 
As I sat in a room full of women affected by the sex trade but who had now all found new life, and as we all began to worship together I could not help by cry. 
God is good in all things. May our hearts be stirred by what we see. 
May our hearts be shaken by experience and story. 
May they be broken by the brokennes which wounds the heart of God. 
I wish I could write more, but no amount could do justice to the stories anyway. 
This week I am continually reminded of how much I do not know that is happening in this world. Pray for what affects your heart, and pray for the things that you have no idea are happening.  
Pray that all the world may open their eyes to, and experience the true love of God face to face.

Saturday 17 March 2012

Journey On

God is good,
All the time,
everywhere, forever.

I feel so blessed to be living in the days and in the ways I am living.
Now sitting in an internet cafe at a hotel in Bangkok I am reflecting on the past number of days.
I just finished a week in the Philippines with a wonderful team of people. While there we stayed at Noah's Ark Orphanage in Banaue and spent time getting to know the kids there as well as sharing the Good News in various schools throughout Ifaguo Province.
God was amazing to us this week and I was so blessed to be able to have this as my first experience leading a team overseas. Each day I felt refreshed in God as we spent time in His glorious creation and with His children.
One memory which I will keep for a long time is that of the girl with the pink headband.
While visiting a central school in the town of Banaue we encountered a situation more difficult than we thought we would. What was supposed to be a presentation for one class of about 40 kids ended up being a presentation to almost 1000 kids. The whole school.
We were in an open gym in the middle of the city, before a thousand children with a small ipod dock as our sound system, and only our voices with no mic or loudspeaker.
As the presentation went on we found that what began as us standing in front of all the children had turned in a large number of the children completely surrounding us, and unfortunately this pushed us further away from the children who were sitting on the large cement stairs. We soon discovered that you could not hear the speakers from the stairs and so as we led songs a few of us jumped out of the circle and tried to sing loud enough so that the children on the stairs could here. Participation was minimal from them however...perhaps my singing voice was to blame for this.
The only thing that would keep the children's attention and quiet them down was doing dramas or the HMS dance, most efforts of speaking were in vain. Realizing this I remember praying during the songs that somehow God would work and some kids would be reached. This prayer God would answer.
As I played guitar as background music for our skit I noticed one little girl in the front of the circle. While many kids were talking amongst each other or laughing at parts of the skit that are not funny but because that is just how many of them respond...this little girl with the pink headband was really watching what was going on. As the characters of the skit acted out the small story of someone whose heart was broken again and again, but eventually they found a new one through the Word, prayer and our God, this girl really watched.
Following the skit I would normally speak for around ten minutes just explaining the story and the love of God. Knowing that would not be possible this time around I shortened what I had to say to around two minutes. At the end of my quick message I just said to the children that what I wanted them to remember was that God loved them so much. And when I said this, that little girl, who was listening the whole time, simply nodded to show that she had heard.
And that was enough for me. It was enough to know that the girl with the pink headband really heard about God's love. One in a thousand is a work that we cannot underestimate the potential of. I know and trust that God knew what He was doing. Our task is to serve Him with our hearts, and whatever happens with the serving is up to Him. I do not need to see the fruits, only to know that I faithfully planted seeds. The rest is up to God.

This was only one of many times where I knew God was at work even though I, we the team, may never see the results of the work.

I now traded the rice terraces of Banaue, Philippines for a computer desk in Bangkok. But tonight after meeting with the rest of the teams and forming a new one I will head south to Takua Pa to be a part of English camps going on there. Please pray for the teams as we transition from one phase to another and join another part of God's work here on earth.

I hope that I may always truely feel so blessed to be a part of what God is doing as His will is done on heaven as on earth. May we be a part of bringing heaven to earth so that many people may experience His love and peace even in part until the day we experience it in full in heaven.

Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. Life your eyes to heaven there is freedom.

Wednesday 7 March 2012

It is Time

3 months before my internship to the DRCongo,
t-minus 3 hours before departing for Asia.
I will soon be flying out to Vancouver, Hong Kong, Manilla
en route to Banaue, Philippines for a week of stay.

Following this will be a journey to Takua Pa and Ko Panyee Thailand
Finishing this trip will be a week in Bangkok and team days on the Thai Coast.

Please keep our teams in mind. 
If you wish, please pray for our protection and for motivation to do 
what is set before us with thankful hearts and willing spirits.
Pray that we will remember the real purpose behind our work,
and the tasks and jobs are a means to a much greater end.
Pray that we will fall in love with the people
and that we all may fall deeper in love with God.

I have no idea what is going to happen on this trip,
so I guess I will just have to give all the credit for the amazing events
that will come to be,
to God.